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Monday, February 27, 2006

"Be Be Your Love" - Rachael Yamagata

If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything

Everything...

Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real

Everything will be alright
If you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real

I want to be your love, love, love



It was the longest that we've talked on the phone ever. Believe me, i was surprised you called. I was reminded of the days. You didnt like talkin on the phone, so we hanged up early most of the times. It's so nostalgic. I mean, ive been feeling nostalgic ever since we broke up but tonight, it was so intense.
I dont know why, but i couldnt seem to react appropriately then. I was either always talking to you too fast until i tripped over my words, or i had nothing to say at all. Yes, i miss you but what else can i do about it? Forgive me for always being so stupid around you. I hope you'd still love me for that.

Thank you for still wanting to see me. Did you mean that?

Sometimes i blame myself for asking you that question. "Are you still interested in this relationship?" Maybe if i hadnt asked, it wouldnt end. But then, if it didnt end, would i realise i still had this "fetish" for you? If it didnt end, would i realise that my love for you had grown? It might just be a happy ending in disguise after all. Im standing right here, not budging a milimetre, waiting for you.

My heart still skips a beat when i think of you, just like the first time i set my eyes on you. It's kinda scary sometimes.. =D I will be waiting..

Wore my super high-cut sneakers to school today. It went right up to the bottom of my knees. I so love black, always have.. Wore stockings for the first time in more than 10 years.. Wow..

I wanna be different.. Am not gonna care abt what others think because this is ME.

Have got lotsa jamming sessions coming up. Have never felt so exhausted - Ok, on second thoughts, maybe not. The drumset's trying to get control over me nowadays.. I feel weak, like the drumset's stronger than me and ive lost to it in a match of tug-of-war. The same for my vocals.. What happened to my voice??!! How am i gonna get through auditions for pop ensemble next semester?! UrgH! How frustrating.. *Screams*!


Time for beauty sleep.. Zzzz..
11:55 PM
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